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Christmas Conversations

Christmas is coming. We can all feel it in our bones. One of us is very excited. One of us is full of worry, full of anxiety. Two of us are exhausted and know it is going to be a … Continue reading

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No surprise…

This weekend the rage erupted. It spewed it’s hurt all over the family. It has been coming since the start of September and I have already made moves to start coping with it. The worst possible thing for me, is … Continue reading

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6 years ago…

6 years ago today we were having our last child free evening. 6 years ago we thought we knew. 6 years ago we thought we understood. 6 years ago we thought we’d be some of the lucky few with a seemingly unaffected … Continue reading

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My amazing, resilient, courageous boys…

I want to write, no, I need to write… but this might not be the easiest to read. I need to explain, I need people to understand my boys. And I hate the fact that yet again, I am here, … Continue reading

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Then something else happens…

I am, this evening, feeling incredibly sad…but hoping (I have to hope) that we can make progress and improve things. Boyo has been more stressed, more anxious, more fearful than normal this holiday. We put it down to our week away, … Continue reading

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A visitor called anxiety! 

Last Sunday, the boys and myself had to take ‘himself’ somewhere and leave him for several hours. I was stressed for many reasons, himself was stressed as well. We had a plan, it basically worked, we dropped him off, we … Continue reading

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A meeting…

Today we met Jelly’s birthmum, and I like her… I don’t have any notes of the meeting, it felt awful trying to write as she was speaking, but thankfully our lovely SW took lots of notes… just have to wait … Continue reading

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