Tag Archives: feelings

A (never to be sent) letter to a birthmum

Dear X At this time of year, my thoughts often turn to you. Between mother’s day, his birthday and the anniversary of him moving, we have a lot of memories during March. I often wonder how you are doing, I … Continue reading

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The memory of feelings…

I am supposed to be planning lessons… but I have many thoughts circling, many of which make my eyes leak and I need to get some of them down. We are firmly in March now; which tends to be one … Continue reading

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Christmas Conversations

Christmas is coming. We can all feel it in our bones. One of us is very excited. One of us is full of worry, full of anxiety. Two of us are exhausted and know it is going to be a … Continue reading

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No surprise…

This weekend the rage erupted. It spewed it’s hurt all over the family. It has been coming since the start of September and I have already made moves to start coping with it. The worst possible thing for me, is … Continue reading

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6 years ago…

6 years ago today we were having our last child free evening. 6 years ago we thought we knew. 6 years ago we thought we understood. 6 years ago we thought we’d be some of the lucky few with a seemingly unaffected … Continue reading

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My amazing, resilient, courageous boys…

I want to write, no, I need to write… but this might not be the easiest to read. I need to explain, I need people to understand my boys. And I hate the fact that yet again, I am here, … Continue reading

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Then something else happens…

I am, this evening, feeling incredibly sad…but hoping (I have to hope) that we can make progress and improve things. Boyo has been more stressed, more anxious, more fearful than normal this holiday. We put it down to our week away, … Continue reading

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